I’ve been so anxious lately and stressed, and it sometimes seems like everything is going wrong.
It’s moments like this where I notice my weakpoints but also count my blessings. I am sitting here worried about tests when some people cannot even afford college, when marathon runners are legless and lost loved ones…I feel selfish. I am lucky to have family that loves and supports me, my health that i oh so too often worry about (hypochondriac) and I have a great job and good friends.
Just things to keep in mind when I’m sitting here wondering why people don’t like me, people leave my life so easily, why i always care more and such. I hate that I always seem to be hurt because I “gave a shit” but hey, I’m glad I could be there for someone and care for them.
My life isn’t terrible but sometimes I overreact, and that’s because of my anxiety and never ending worrying. I’ve gotten so much better with it this year but not being on anxiety meds for the last few months is definitely kicking in. So I’ll be back on those and moving forward!
positivity is the best policy